This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life I didn''t realize it at the time I can''t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don''t really expect you to either It''s just... I don''t even know Just listen... You''re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I''m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn''t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it''s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise ''cause I didn''t want to get hurt But I didn''t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn''t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn''t have hurt me like I ain''t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don''t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you You''re number one, always in my heart And now I can''t believe that our love is torn apart refrain: I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ''cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you (2x) I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you''re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can''t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain Damn it, I''m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I''m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind refrain I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but... No matter what, you''ll always be in my heart You''ll always be my baby Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can''t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I''m still there I don''t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn''t think you would ever do me like this I didn''t think you''d wanna see me depressed I thought you''d be there for me, this I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I''m nothing to you, you''re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I''m trying Now on the inside it feels like I''m dying refrain [Talking] And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we''ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy