I understand that you did not like me, but still I cannot forget you, because I would not have any courage to face that sadness without you.
I am so sorry for disturbing you so late that day, and having you have to suffer from so many gossip and nonsense. In any case, I feel I must say sorry to you regardless what you were thought.
In fact, we should not avoid each other deliberately for taking notice of how they were thought, that will let them feel that we sure have something else. I hope we can look natural for that, I think being friends should not be looked like we are now.
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