we always think about the life in future,and inevitably,most of the time ,we just care more about ourselves,I mean ,when we think about future ,we just care whether we ourselves can get a brilliant life,not correct as a whole ,however ,who doesn't?
I can't acurately tell what kinda life is the best for me ,fantastic appearence of clothing,food,house,car,even husband?or something else like ,pure mentle enjoy?Maybe it's my own fault to make things so complex ,maybe I care too much ,but the problem is just I fear so much I would screw up myself.
I can say,probably,I don't need much money,much respect from others,but,something in my soul just keep calling for these sort of things,the more I fear or care,the less I can get ,maybe.anyway,I gonna sail ahead all the time ,to make my dreams come true,doesn't matter the dreams are high or low ,easy or hard,you like or not.