The very summer vocation i expected everyday when i was in the college is coming,so many imaginations i had are like the froth in the sky,so shining and colourful under the sunshine,but unreal...
Everyday i stay at home,there's no need for me to do any housework,because mum could manage it herself very well,most of the timei really want to do something sepcial,i hate the life style i h**e now,just eating,sleeping and reading,fortunately,i h**e the music,it's my part of life now,without it,i don't know how to kill the time,how to focus on my mood,how to restrain my desire...it can calm me down.Yeah,let me think of it,when i was a kid,mum and dad always old me by my side that i just need to worry about my study,it's the most useful thing in the world,and in order to prove urself ,it's also the way to achieve.Everday i stayed at home,without any chance to paly with other kids.i became more and more passive.i didn't let my parents down,when i entered the colleges' door as the hoped,they still devise my blue print in the future,generally,i begine to be sick of the programmatic life,i begine to imagine a new life for me...
But should i object my parents' willing to do something unusual?i don't wanna see their meaningful eye sight,their grey hair,their...i h**e no choise,except study,the very summervocation i expected is still in my imagination or my dream...
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