I spent the whole of my summer holiday at home,with nothing much to do everyday,and only a meal a day.
the whole holiday made me understand lots of questions,and knew lots of answers to my questions
every one of us is wondering if we are really happy,but when happiness goes,all is so painful.
why does everyone want so much?even a little bit of trust can not be given
we need to understand lots of things,don't let so much thing tangle your mind,let happiness stay.
this holiday,i want to learn to be quiet,but,with my friends,i am still the old optimist me who loved to talk.
its only that i didn't take lots of things as serious as i used to,and gave myself a smile from the heart realising that there isnt only one kind of smile.
i now realised that the braveness for so long is only forced,those quiet letters can make my heart pain.
this holiday i discovered so much,why don't we make things easy?
dont hide yourself in a world that doesnt belong to us,then we'll feel too tired...
the reason of it being painful,is that you've been going after the wrong thing after all.
so,if you cant understand,then dont try to.if you cant get it,then dont try.
being sad,being happy.why care for unnessecery emotions?
